你心裡有關愛，把它傳遞出去，這就是關愛教育。
The solitude here became more and more unbearable for me recently, which at first was diligently sought after on purpose by me last year-end. A number of mistakes were committed in the course of teaching at the last school, which was revealed to me these days after an unusual talk on the phone with a junior former colleague at interning school. She has made such a huge progress since then, and made herself through all toils to become a qualified and permanent teacher at a public school downtown. Now a new goal is right before her again these days of this year, graduate school! Even I would and should feel face flushed standing in front of her in person. What have I done since we met several times in Changhwa city? Have I gained any in wisdom, maturity, confidence, professional knowledge and skills since then? Did I make less mistakes? Did I become more true and audacious to be myself? Did I become a better learner and a healthier and more sound person? Did I even realize how much I possess in my congenital ability, or how far/ much I can achieve in reality? Did I have a good understanding of me myself? While answers to the above questions don’t seem to be all positive, another one occurs to me as well: am I defeated by my inner alter self, by being not able to get along well with specific persons, by giving up certain rare valuable opportunities and by blemishing my own reputation and by concerning far very much about other people’s feelings and judgment on me? Goodness! My seniority cannot afford spendthrift and carelessness of my own. Should have been more wary and meticulous on each decision. How can I turn it right? Can I really be dependent on myself, on different mortal persons or on the invisible Almighty?
前一天跟一位認識不久的朋友說好會去聚會，4月22日晚上，星期六晚上7:00我就去參加了，這次講的主題應該是宣教吧，講員(忘了她的名字？)放了幾段中天新聞的影片，他們人很好，連牧師都列席了耶…不過我跟他們說自己七月將要畢業回南部，有點疑惑這段期間到新教會的必要性，牧師頓了一下，我又稍微問了回高雄可以參加哪間教會等的…隔天早上果然有morning call的電話，但是！我跳起來按掉還關機了！唉呀，我失眠到早上才睡著阿，那怎麼辦阿，就這樣阿，又弄糟一件事了…
我想自己去教會的心態要調整一下吧…
有點累了
... 極懷疑自己太*ox#了...
ps: 孫同學, 你 你 你 的email信箱常常滿到 退別人(我)寄的信耶....
ps.2:
先懂得坐下的道理，也就是讓心安定下來，那怕人生的霧多濃，只要心安定，何處不自在！不論是士、農、工、商那一業，也能各盡其分，各安其所。世間事，雖說成之在人，但結果卻要看「天」了。只要心裡安定下來便能自在，一切活在恬靜喜悅中。
逐霧之人總在霧中迷失，面對人生的一切挑戰，
先將心靈安定下來，接著才去思索下一步！
希望你也是一塊快樂的磁鐵
有時候，你難免多心。
心眼一多，對許多小事就跟著過敏。
於是，別人多看你一眼，你便覺得他對你有敵意；別人少看你一眼，你又認定是他故意對你冷落。
多心的人注定活得辛苦，因為情緒太容易被別人的情緒所左右。
多心的人總東想西想胡思亂想，
結果很容易困在一團思緒的亂麻中，動彈不得。
有時候，與其多心，不如少根筋。
你是一塊磁鐵，相不相信？
其實你真的是一塊磁鐵。
當你身心愉悅、喜歡自己、對這個世界充滿善意，美好的東西就自然地被你所吸引。
相反的，當你悲觀、鬱悶、覺得什麼都不對勁，負面的一切也就相繼來報到了。
因為你是一塊磁鐵，吸引的都是你相信的東西，所以「快樂的你」就吸引讓你快樂的人、事、境，「煩憂的你」則吸引讓你煩憂的人、事、境。幸運與厄運，在於你如何使用內在的磁力。
這是信念的奧秘。
你今天心情好嗎？
你不說話，但眼底的神色已回答了一切。
那麼，就別讓自己繼續躲在心事重重的甲殼裡吧！
「煩腦」這種煩人的東西是想出來的啊！
若是不想就不存在，你沒聽過這句話嗎？
去喝一杯咖啡，買一件衣服，剪一種新髮型。
去吃一筒冰淇淋，走一條街，看一場電影。
去看一個老朋友，聊一回往事，數一晚星星。
讓自已好過的方法很多，而且善待自己是道德的。
除非，你堅持躲在潮濕的甲殼裡更快樂。
你今天心情好嗎？
希望你也是一塊快樂的磁鐵。
