昨天家裡多了一隻紅色鸚鵡,雖然過幾天要把它送走,大家還是
盡量好好照顧它幫它想名字,從各人見它的第一句話開始~

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當我們覺得很多人都出問題的時候,有時候是自己狀態出問題了!因為你失去得平靜。
如果心理沒有關愛為裝出一個關愛的東西,是不能感化一顆心的。

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雖然生疏地接下來,

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A reminder for myself.

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 The solitude here became more and more unbearable for me recently, which at first was diligently sought after on purpose by me last year-end.   A number of mistakes were committed in the course of teaching at the last school, which was revealed to me these days after an unusual talk on the phone with a junior former colleague at interning school.   She has made such a huge progress since then, and made herself through all toils to become a qualified and permanent teacher at a public school downtown.   Now a new goal is right before her again these days of this year, graduate school!   Even I would and should feel face flushed standing in front of her in person.  What have I done since we met several times in Changhwa city?  Have I gained any in wisdom, maturity, confidence, professional knowledge and skills since then?  Did I make less mistakes?  Did I become more true and audacious to be myself?  Did I become a better learner and a healthier and more sound person?  Did I even realize how much I possess in my congenital ability, or how far/ much I can achieve in reality?  Did I have a good understanding of me myself?  While answers to the above questions don’t seem to be all positive, another one occurs to me as well: am I defeated by my inner alter self, by being not able to get along well with specific persons, by giving up certain rare valuable opportunities and by blemishing my own reputation and by concerning far very much about other people’s feelings and judgment on me?  Goodness!  My seniority cannot afford spendthrift and carelessness of my own.  Should have been more wary and meticulous on each decision.  How can I turn it right?  Can I really be dependent on myself, on different mortal persons or on the invisible Almighty?

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前一天跟一位認識不久的朋友說好會去聚會,4月22日晚上,星期六晚上7:00我就去參加了,這次講的主題應該是宣教吧,講員(忘了她的名字?)放了幾段中天新聞的影片,他們人很好,連牧師都列席了耶…不過我跟他們說自己七月將要畢業回南部,有點疑惑這段期間到新教會的必要性,牧師頓了一下,我又稍微問了回高雄可以參加哪間教會等的…隔天早上果然有morning call的電話,但是!我跳起來按掉還關機了!唉呀,我失眠到早上才睡著阿,那怎麼辦阿,就這樣阿,又弄糟一件事了…

我想自己去教會的心態要調整一下吧…

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  • Apr 16 Sun 2006 22:33

 

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鎮日足不出戶, 瀏覽網路的結果, 是看到一個英文老師的部落格, 其中談到國外求學遇到的歧視的經歷... ... ... 所以, 在異域求學 ... ...

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... 極懷疑自己太*ox#了...

 

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Two cows are standing in a field.
One says to the other "Are you worried about Mad Cow Disease?"

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